Blessing from Deities!

Thank God for having me to stay at home today so that i have the chance to see those Shifu(Deity) from Thailand that came to my house to give blessing and 'Feng Shui'(Chinese astronomy). I believes in every words that the Deities said. As there's this chinese saying "It's better to believe than regret later"(something like that, i can't remember the chinese words ;/)
Now, i felt so blessed and so honoured to have them stepping into my house seeing them in person!

I was wondering how did they become the Deity and my curiosity was unriddled!
Since they are born, the bones in them that could let Gods of Buddhism possessed into their body and delivered the message to us, the commoners. I met the 'Generals' and 'qi wang ye' and until now i still feel surreal, I ACTUALLY GET TO MEET THE DEITIES FROM THAILAND ALL THANKS TO MY GRANDMOTHER!!! ohhhh, the Deities called me "small girl" and smiled at me when we waved goodbye (';
Having said that, I actually felt closer to God when the Deities talked to me!

It happened that my grandmother came to know these Shifu from a frequent visit to the temple at Thailand and today, they flown all the way to Singapore for a visit and we played as a host to them. Thanks to Shifu, my grandma cooked a sumptuous dinner that has abalone and shark fin soup!! *drooling eh?!*
As usual, when the cousins met up, it will be hell lots of fun!
I can't wait for Chinese New Year to meet up with all my relatives and cousins, I'm blessed to have such nucleon and distant families.

Polaroid with le two cousins!

Those antique cameras that are collected by my grandfather during his era, hoping he will pass it to me one day );
Dad had asked my grandpa about it before but he kept mum...
I think it's in the genes that i love vintage things because of my grandpa and dad!

Cousin tied up my hair and realised my reddish dye has turned to orangish-brown );

While looking through thumblr, I saw this picture. Isn't it meaningful? What is exactly my dream? What I want to be in future? What will I become when I grow older? Full of question marks lingering inside my mind. To dare to dream, you'll realize it one day.
Goodnight! ;D

Dream A Dream.

Last night, I saw you in my dream! (;
That dream felt so surreal like i'm living in a fantasy world.
I dreamt that we were together holding hands while walking along the pathway ;/
I'm afraid those images in my dream would vanish soon… It's getting blur )';
The dream that i dreamt, I don't wish to wake up to the reality because it felt too good to be true.
I wanna continue to sleep and dream that dream.
Well, please make my dream come true!

If it's a sweet dream that I dreamt, I don't mind living in it and never wake up. Don't you think reality is so much cruel that fate always prank countless of jokes on humans? At least, in the sleep you can boldly and daringly make the impossible to possible in your dream.

Let me dream the dream that I dreamt last night. To be continue tonight, please...

Running Man...

Breaking Dawn Part || with The Bestfriends on the Friday, 23th at Yishun GV.

So as usual, I was late for 40 minutes. Matt and Pea decided to play "Running Man" with me. Once I reached NorthPoint, I kept calling the both of them but none pick up. Finally Pea picked up and spoke to me using a softest tone and telling me the hint of where they were hiding. Practically I went almost the whole shopping mall just to find the two of them. Arghhhhh!

Then we set this rule; whoever late for any meet ups will be punish by playing this "Running Man" game. It's actually fun tho, especially when the protagonist isn't you to seek the rest. HAHAHA!

I didn't manage to get my Ovaltine KoI, 70% sugar less, blame it on my lateness! I came all the way to Yishun just to drink that ))';

THAT MOVIE WAS REALLY ASTONISHED SPEECHLESSLY AWESOME!

It kept me in suspend during the last part of the movie and then everyone was like "chey!" LOL!

We went to Matt's house first to take his car and then off to Upper Thomson for supper.

While waiting, We did this. This is what you do when you're with your bestfriend! Without feeling any awkward, just jump onto her and hug only. Do whatever shit together as long as we're having fun together! This is what bestfriend are for right? <3

Here we were at Salted Caramel for Ice Cream desert. We had endless topics about our life and countless of laughter. Haish they always teased me about my love life to the extend it was so hilarious and cursing them that one day karma might strike them too! With them, We can chat about anything openly with each other without having the uncomfortable feelings in us. Man, I just love The Bestfriends <3 muwahhh!

The end of misery...

Finally, 'O' levels are officially concluded on the 8 November.

All those suffering of sleepless nights, pains, mixed emotions and roller coaster rides of hectic period have ended! No more studying, no more teaching each other maths until all of us get the hang out of it, no more late night walks, no more goofing, no more garden by the khoo teck, no more being chased out by the security guards, no more Mr Bean classic soya milk, no more polar hotdog pie, no more ghost stories, no more gossiping, no more talking nonsensical things about our future, no more of these but the memories that i had will always be at Khoo Teck Phuat Hospital with Salleh, Gops, Rueben, Sashi.

I thank God for giving me the will of strength to not give up when I had the urge to when i encountered some problem in the middle of papers and friends who were there to motivate and encouraging me to hang on, do not regret. I want to thank that sweet guy for letting me rant, whine, accompanied me to the interchange from KTPH and through the night when i don't feel like going home on that day. Yes, I did it till the last paper! Well, hoping for the best now for the results.

Now, here is my bucket of list...

1) I'm still a virgin of Gardens by the bay ;/

2) USS again !

3) River safari, night safari 

4) Cycling to anywhere

5) Adventure tracking at malaysia 

6) Hunting of food around in Singapore

7) OVERSEAS!!!!

8) Genting to sit at the Starbucks during a cup of hot chocolate while reading Nicholas Sparks novel or using lappy with the company of the cold wind blowing~

9) to be continue...

Help me to realise this list? (;

Prelims!

Prelims is arriving tomorrow in a blink of the human eye. I couldn't believe that I'm sitting for prelims tomorrow. Well, It's just too fast for me to realise and sooner 'O' Levels will be here. Wish me luck! ;D

I'm wondering if that one week holiday break has been an effective one. As I've been to school everyday and out to KTPH to study. I swear the physically and mentally tortures of travelling from my house to yishun are indescribably exhausting, especially after the long hours of studying!

Recently have been studying with Salleh, Gopal and keleon at KTPH and then he came into the picture(;
Yesterday, Salleh and I were overnight at north point to study. These few days i am quite close with him and shared a lot of our stories and secrets. i hope we could remind like how it is ;D
Bad experiencing to overnight outside to study it wasn't productive at all, no more next time!

People come and go. 

Those that i once used to be closed with will never stay prolong.

 From my perceptive, we got closed was because we have a common topic to bladder about. 

In terms of relationship too, history will definitely repeat itself.

Whenever i date with a guy, it will ended up saying "goodbye".

I really do find it such a pity that once used to be closed to you, have left.

Now, i'll try my best not to let it happen.

At least i know who has stayed prolong once.

okay, what the hell am i talking seriously?!

when guys took my phone to camphor themselves #attractive ^^

Step Up Revolution!

I WANT MY LIFE TO BE REVOLVE AROUND JUST DANCE, FASHION, MUSIC, SPORTS AND DESIGN!!!

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Finally I get to watch "Step Up Revolution today! It was a last minute plan with Salleh, Sashi and Gopal right after our self-study in school.

YES IT WAS AN AWE-INSPIRING MOVIE EVER! My body was literally moving along with the beat while the music was being played. I was filled with envy and eyes were literally rolling onto the ground as they are really an amazing great dancers! The Mob; was the best mob flesh that I've ever seen! How i wish i was one of them... 

This movie made me think thoroughly the life I'm leading now.  

If only i wasn't living in this practical-meritocracy-society-Singapore, i wouldn't be bother squeezing my brain juice out to get at least a diploma or even an 'O' Level certificate. Instead of not doing the things that you're interested in but to rather study in order to survive in this country is really torturing. Time consuming because of those major examinations making you can't pick up any other talents of yours. I wish I could do this on impulse; give up on studies, going over to USA/Britain and fully concentrating on just dance, fashion, music, sports and design. To be frank, Singapore is really a boring country all i see is a hectic lifestyle among Singaporeans with many competitors; study earn money study earn money and still study earn money and it can't help you to develop the potential in you. Unlike countries like USA and Britain, so many talented human beings in there without a certificate and they could still survive based on their talents. 

I've too many things i wanted to learn and studies just drag me to hell, feeling too old to be done, I supposed. Time is passing way too fast and i hope it could stop running and let me catch up on the things that i wanna do in life. Hoping, praying that i could have the reset button of my life and start all over again. I'm going to make full use of the time after o's to fulfill my past regrets.

I learnt that time is really precious. Once you lose it, no way you can earn it back. So, make full use to treasure the time ahead in life...